I think I move on everyday, I really didn't. There's still something there, a little flicker in the matchbox. A spark that could burn everything around me. Roxy and Rose. Oh I miss them sometimes. I never expected her to come back, Kanaya. And the things I feel are still very real. This is gonna get very complicated very fast and I don't know if I ready for that. Oh Maryam. If only you knew how much has changed. So much, so so so much. I still remember your page, a very very long time ago on that old dingy place of a website, I'm sorry for what it said. I never meant it, I know what's the feeling is like, I've known for a very.. very long time.